Originally Posted by
BulletsAndDoves
yeah everybody has an ego, like something that is generally true the essence/shell of a person but life gets complicated. I have an ego as a nice, moral person but there are times when I am really nasty and hateful, though I need somebody to point out to me when I am this way because my ego will probably always think that I am in the right. that's why i like the phrase 'we all need somebody else's eyes.'
There is just no way to realize everything completely on your own, but everybody is really insecure and embarrassed to genuinely help others and for good reason. The few people who are out to be purely destructive ruin it for everybody kinda. Anyway I just loved how many times you used the word 'narcissistic.'
Life is just shit and messy with no neat pat answers and its easy for me to kinda just go to my narcissistic infp king fag happy place at times, i suppose i shouldn't be this way but im just so narcisisstically bright and shiny like that fucking sun in the teletubbies. God. lol.